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OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERAGod wants you to love yourself much more, not less.  The highest form of self-love is love for God.  Those who don’t love God really don’t love themselves—at least not very well.  If you want to give yourself the greatest love possible, then make your love for God great.  If you want to abuse yourself, rob yourself, and hate yourself, then refuse to love God.  The person who loves God the most, loves himself the most.  The same is true of love for others: the highest form of love for others is love for God.  When we truly love God, then we truly have something worthwhile to offer our neighbors.  Those who stop loving God will stop loving others.  And those who do not love others do not love God.

Why?  Simply because God is love (1 John 4:8).

So if you don’t have God then you don’t have love, at least not substantial love.  If you don’t love God, then you don’t have satisfying love for either yourself or others.  God’s love cleans us and clears us.  It cleans us by washing us in the costly blood of Jesus.  The same costly blood clears our record of guilt before our holy Maker.  God’s love gives us what we could never give to ourselves on our own.  Though there are plenty of things that we could give ourselves to show ourselves love, we cannot give ourselves the gifts that God offers.  He offers to get rid of our filthiness and our guiltiness.  His love makes us holy and blameless.

And if you don’t know where to begin, if you’re really struggling to love yourself right now, then turn your eyes to God’s love.  God loves you; and he has an ocean of it waiting for you.  Even when you don’t love you, God loves you.  Look at the way that he loved you: he stripped his Son away from his eternal heart, in order to make room for you on his chest.  Jesus was crushed beneath the weight of our lovelessness, so that you could be lovely again.  When we were at our worst, his love was at its strongest.  Loving yourself begins at the cross, beneath the shower of our Savior’s tears.

© Samuel Kee, 2012

Darlene

samuel kee —  September 29, 2011 — 6 Comments

Darlene with her son Clayton at his wedding this past June

A friend of mine passed away late last night, her name was Darlene Anderson.  She was a courageous woman, who fought a three-year long battle with cancer.  She is survived by her dear husband, Ted, her children, grandchildren, and many friends.

Darlene meant a lot to a lot of people, especially to me.  She believed in me over the years and stood up for me many times.  She was never afraid of adversity, I can honestly say that.  I’ve witnessed her head straight into a storm, completely undaunted, again and again.  She was a truly brave human being.

And she could talk to anyone, which is one thing about her that I admired so much.  One time we were eating at a camp together.  Joining us at the table was a young man that we did not know.  He wore dark clothes, was big, and intimidating.  He kept his head down and wore headphones, making it clear that he did not want to talk with anyone.  As it turns out, he also had some sort of mental handicap.  I knew that Darlene was good at making conversation, but this was a true test!  I thought to myself, “There is no way that she can get this guy to talk.”

In about 30 seconds, she found a way to engage him in conversation.  After a minute, he lifted his head; and after three minutes, she had him laughing.  She was talking with him and he was talking with her.  I’ll never forget that moment.  Darlene was a complete social genius.  She could talk to anyone and make anyone feel comfortable with her, no matter how awkward or ostracized they felt.

Did I mention that she was fearless?  She was never afraid to stand up for what was right or to go the extra mile toward justice.  You always knew where she stood.

She genuinely cared for me, my wife, and my children, sacrificing her time and energy to help us.

She thought the world of her husband—telling me so multiple times—and treasured each of her five children.  She was so proud of you.

In Psalm 23, David writes, “Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil.”  Darlene did not pitch her tent in the valley, but blazed an inspiring trail through it; and now she is safe on the other side.  Safe?  Yes, safe.  Death to her was not the real thing, but only a shadow.  And nobody is afraid of a shadow.  The shadow of an animal cannot bite; the shadow of a sword cannot kill.  Neither can the shadow of death harm those who walk through the valley, for Jesus has made the journey safe for us.

Darlene, my family and I love you.  You trusted God with all of your heart, soul, mind, and strength.

You Are My Trophy

samuel kee —  September 14, 2011 — Leave a comment

The Typewriter

samuel kee —  August 16, 2011 — 2 Comments

Don’t be afraid to ask someone to type up your stories.

One of my favorite things to do as a young boy was sit next to my mom by the typewriter and watch her type my stories.  I would hand write all kinds of stories and poems when I was young; in fact, I can still remember the very first poem I ever wrote.  When I was in the first grade, my best friend moved away and I wrote this poem for him:

You’re going away, 
I wish you could stay;
I will miss you,
In every way.
 

My mom typed it up the night before I gave it to him.

We spent so much time by the typewriter; I can still hear her coaching me on my sentences.  “‘Once there was an ostrich named Oscar.’  Stop, put a Period there, Sammy.”  She would go on, “He was a very fast bird, Comma, able to beat all of the other animals, Period.”  She would make my passive sentences active and help me to describe my nouns with simple and clear adjectives.

When she wasn’t coaching my writing, she would read Robert Frost to me:

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

I remember hearing The Road Not Taken for the first time and the anxiety I felt for the poet’s decision as he stood before the two roads; yet I also felt his triumph as Frost concluded his poem:

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I–
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Eventually, I learned how to type for myself.  And for the most part, I know how to use commas and periods.  But the thought that I can’t help but linger on is this: whose dreams are you typing down on paper?  In a very real sense, my mom gave substance to my thoughts.  She transferred the elementary scribbling of a boy onto paper, bringing his dreams into reality.

Are you doing that for anyone?  Is anyone doing that for you?  It’s not just about stories and typewriters, of course, but about birthing the dreams of another.  The surest way to frustrate your dreams is to isolate yourself from people who can take you places.  The surest way to quench the life of another is to neglect to fan his or her dreams to life.

Don’t be afraid to ask someone to type up your stories; and don’t be too busy to do the same for another.

© Samuel Kee, 2011

It's not just that we win.

Do you know anyone with the name Nick, Nicholas, Nichole, or Nicola?  Or how about the company Nike?  Each of these “NIK-“ words comes from a Greek word nikow, which means “overcome” or “conquer.”  All of these names carry the idea of victory—appropriate for a running shoe company.

It’s fun to imagine what the Apostle Paul was thinking when he was writing Romans 8 in the Bible.  In this chapter he’s writing about the victory that we have because of Jesus Christ.  He tells us that there is no more condemnation for those who are in Christ (1); that we are free from sin and death (2); that we can have life and peace (6); that the Spirit dwells in us (9) and gives us life (11); that we can call God our Daddy (15); that we have hope (24); that the Spirit helps us in our weakness and intercedes in prayer for us (26); that all things work for the good (28); that we are justified and glorified (30); that no one can really stand against us if God is for us (31); that Jesus died for us, was raised for us, and intercedes for us (34).

After describing all that is ours in Christ, he cannot neglect writing about suffering.  He recognizes that even though we have all of these blessings, we still face distress.  Bluntly, he says that we will face tribulation, distress, persecution, famine, nakedness, danger, and sword (35).

But will any of these separate us from the love of God in Christ (35)?

Paul knows the answer, as I’m sure you know the answer.  The answer is “no,” but Paul didn’t want to write the predictable answer, something like, “In the face of these trials, you will conquer.”  He had the word nikow to use, after all.

But as he sat and thought about it, nikow wasn’t strong enough.  He needed something more radical.  So he tapped his finger on the table and scratched his head.  He thought about the word nikow, thought about the Greek and Roman sporting games of his time, and then got an idea.  He decided to add the prefix hyper- to the normal word for victory.  Hyper, as you can imagine, means “over and above, beyond, and more than.”  He took hyper and jammed it onto nikow and formed a word that exploded onto his page: hypernikow.

He wrote:  “No, in all these things we are hypernikow through him who loves us” (37).

It’s not just that we win, conquer, or overcome.  We go above and beyond victory, whatever that means.  We more than conquer, if you can believe it.  We go beyond simply overcoming, though that should be enough.

How can I let God’s people know that the trials in life will not beat them, but that they will beat their trials?  We won’t just conquer our trials, but we’ll hyper-conquer them.  We’ll totally obliterate them, stomp them to death, and smash every last ounce of life out of them.  Our trials will not get the best of us, no way, no how; not ever, no never!

Through Christ, we win!  Don’t ever think that your life will end in shame, destruction, condemnation, loss, humiliation, despair, or defeat.  If your mind is walking down that path right now, put on your hyper-Nike’s and let God’s love fight your foes.  His love will not stop fighting for you until you overcome.

Even then his love will not stop fighting for you until you do way more than overcome.  His love will leave no shred of defeat in your life; when you stand in Christ, you’ll be standing in the realm of total joy and perfect love.  You will not just have the victory, you will be the victory.

© Samuel Kee, 2011

Freedom

samuel kee —  June 15, 2011 — Leave a comment

There are no more debts to be paid.

Every criminal who was executed by crucifixion in Ancient Rome had a “notice of charges” posted on the cross above the head.  The notice of charges was handwritten by those overseeing the execution, giving a public report of why the criminal was being put to death.  It told you why the person was being executed and what debt he owed.  His execution was the method for paying the outstanding debt written above his head; the notice of charges was “paid in full” upon the last breath of the criminal.

Put like that, each person who has ever lived has a notice of charges, a handwritten statement of wrongs he or she has committed, hanging above his or her head.  Our notice of charges is our “Admit One” ticket to destruction.  It’s the debt we owe and eventually we’ll have to pay for it.

This means that now we’re as good as dead: the charges have been written out already, whether we realize it or not.  We each owe a debt to God, which must be paid in order to uphold goodness and justice.  My notice of charges includes all of the wrongs I have committed in the past and all the wrongs I will commit in the future.  It’s a long and painful record of wrongs, proof of my rebellion against God my King.  God is not dead; I am dead to God.

Now I can understand what is meant in Colossians 2:13-15:

13You were dead because of your sins and because your sinful nature was not yet cut away. Then God made you alive with Christ, for he forgave all our sins. 14He canceled the record of the charges against us and took it away by nailing it to the cross. 15In this way, he disarmedthe spiritual rulers and authorities. He shamed them publicly by his victory over them on the cross.

I was dead, but then God made me alive.  Notice first that only God can make us alive.  No matter how hard we try to “feel alive” by the things we do or consume, we will fail.  Only God can make us alive.  He does it by forgiving our sins, which have kept a stranglehold on our existence, squeezing the life right out of us.

He forgave our sins by cancelling the record of the charges against us!  In other words, he took away our notice of charges and gave it to someone else to pay for it.  On whose cross did it go?  God took away our notice of charges “by nailing it to the cross” of his Son Jesus.  My notice of charges was given to Jesus and he died beneath it, for it.

Jesus paid the debt that I owed.  He died for my crimes so that I could go free.  My debt is forever cancelled.  Forever.  Forever.

I owe nothing more; my debt is paid in full by Jesus.  I know this to be true because of the resurrection.  The resurrection is the reward of a sufficient sacrifice.  When God looked at his Son Jesus on the cross, it’s as if God asked himself, “Has all the debt of all the sinners of all time, been paid in full?  If so, then death can no longer hold Jesus in the grave.”  Death can only keep its grip so long as there’s debt still to be paid.  But if every last cent of every sinner’s debt has been paid, then death no longer has any power to keep Jesus in the grave.

That being the case, since Jesus had exhausted the power of death by exacting every debt, God said to his Son, “Rise!”  There are no more debts to pay; they are paid in full.  The resurrection is proof of our freedom just as the cross is proof of our forgiveness.

There is nothing left for us to do, but give our lives to Jesus and accept the payment that he has made for us.  The only debt that we owe is love for God and to experience lifelong love from God.

© Samuel Kee, 2011

Our Father

samuel kee —  May 25, 2011 — Leave a comment

He is also Father.

When the first followers of Jesus asked him to teach them to pray, Jesus introduces an idea about God and prayer that was revolutionary (Matthew 6:9).  At the time of Jesus’ physical life on earth, prayer was either meaningless or completely formal.  The pagans babbled on and on, hoping to say just the right words for the magic god(s)-formula to work.  The Jewish people formalized and ritualized prayer, such that the head was engaged, but not the heart.

With the first two words of Jesus’ prayer, a new world of prayer is birthed.  Jesus brings us together as a family, restoring and reconciling communities when he says the pronoun “our.”  From the start, we see that we were not meant to remain apart from each other, on individual, isolated spiritual islands.  Prayer was meant for the community and/or to reconcile the community, if needed.  “We” need each other if we’re going to approach “our Father” in prayer.  God is not just interested in some people, but in all of his people, coming home to him.  “Our” reminds us of how essential it is to be in a loving community of people who are fathered by the same Father.

But within the community, there is also intimacy.  Even in the midst of the crowd, we discover a closeness to God that we’ve never had before.  Jesus introduces us to the idea of a personal relationship with God, also a revolutionary idea at the time.  He’s not just God, though that should be enough, he is also Father.  This means that we are his children and we’re in a relationship with Someone who loves us and will take care of us.  God is not just any god, but he is our Father.  We look like him.  We have his same last name and mannerisms.  We belong to each other.  We follow him and he cares for us, doing whatever it takes to provide for us and protect us.

As a Father, his love is deep, so deep that you can never get to the bottom of it or make sense of it.  Tim Keller’s book title Prodigal God well summarizes how lavish our Father is with his love.  To be “prodigal” means to “spend big” and not hold anything back.  The Prodigal God spends all of his resources on his children.

Our Father spent all he had when he emptied himself on the cross, paying everything we owed with everything he had.  He gave until it hurt so that he would not lose his children.  That’s how much our Father loves us.

© Samuel Kee, 2011

The Next Thing

samuel kee —  May 24, 2011 — Leave a comment

Joao Silva

I heard a story on BBC this morning about a military photographer whose legs were blown off by a landmine while on duty.  His name is Joao Silva.[1]  I was amazed at his composure, as he told about the horrendous event, which just happed several months ago.  Right after the mine exploded, Silva grabbed his camera and started taking pictures of the ensuing battle.  The guy was amazing; despite what just happened to him, his immediate reaction was to do his job.

He has prosthetic legs now and is learning how to walk again.  His goal is to learn how to run, so he can return to the front lines to do his job.

Silva didn’t sound like a guy who was that much different than any other person.  He didn’t seem incredibly brave or strong, for instance.  He didn’t seem to have over-the-top passion or a masochistic personality, which would compel him back to the front lines.  That’s what struck me about him: he just seemed like an ordinary guy.  He was very low-key and didn’t fall into some of the psychological ditches that threaten us when we suffer.

He repeated his rationale a couple of times during the interview.  Though I can’t quote him word for word, he said, “Why should I worry about the past?  There’s nothing I can do about it, it’s over.  I’ve got a new job to do now, to learn how to walk.”  Even right after the explosion, Silva knew there was no sense agonizing about the emotional crisis of losing body parts, for it was bound to happen sooner or later.  “My number came up,” as he put it.  Now it was time to move on.

He admitted that he had his emotional ups and downs over the past months, but he did not dwell on the things that were out of his control or the things that could not be changed.  He focused on the next thing.  He knew that he needed to provide for his family and that he was trained to be a military photo journalist.  As far as he knew, he was going to try to get back to the front lines; but if things didn’t work out, then he was okay with reinventing himself in order to do something new.

But he wasn’t going to sweat it.  He was just going to do the next thing.

© Samuel Kee, 2011

The Next Best Thing

samuel kee —  May 12, 2011 — 2 Comments

“The next best thing to living in the light of the Lord’s love is to be unhappy till we have it.”[1]  It’s no question that living in the sweet bath waters of God’s life-giving love is by far the greatest thing that could happen to us.  His love secures us from the poisonous dripping of the world, which seeks to dissolve our joy and steal our worth.  His love rescues us from our self-centeredness by giving us a new and fulfilling center, God himself.

But even as God’s love on occasion shrinks into dusk like the setting sun on the horizon, we are not loveless.  For the warmth of his love still resides in the fabric of our souls, reminding us of the spectacular sunrise to come.  As we sit in the darkness for just a little while, waiting for his love to rise in our lives once again, we enjoy the second greatest position of humanity: longing.

We were created for God and until we have him completely, we find fulfillment in longing after him.  We search for him like a deer searches for the brook, fighting the forest until we find him.  Just as there is satisfaction in the brook, so is there satisfaction in the pursuit of the brook.  Longing is where we are found to be most human and it is by far the most fulfilling human activity in which we can participate.

Even when we do not have him fully, longing after God and not being fulfilled by him is still far more satisfying than all the choicest fruits of this world.  The most that this world has to offer—power, pleasure, and possessions—still falls short of panting after God.  Nothing fills the human soul more than hunger for God.

This means that even while you search for the brook, you can have hope and joy and satisfaction, unlike you’ve ever experienced before.  Life begins in the search.

© Samuel Kee, 2011


[1] Charles Spurgeon on Psalm 42:1 as found in The Treasure of David, 202.

The Catcher

samuel kee —  May 6, 2011 — Leave a comment

When he looked into their hearts, he saw kingdoms and miracles.

When I was in the 7th grade, I was drafted to play in major league baseball.  Going from the minors to the majors was a big deal, especially for those of us in Little League.  Some of my peers were drafted when they were in the 6th grade, but not me.  I was a little guy, about 65 pounds.  A man named Keith Jones had the last round draft pick and he picked me.  Yes, that’s right, I was the last round draft pick.  I’m not sure if Coach Jones had any other choice, but at least I was chosen.

My team was the Indians and I was number 71.  There were two uniforms that were number 7, so I asked if I could put a “1” after my “7.”  Coach loved calling my number.

Coach’s team always came in first place.  So every year, he always got the last round draft pick.  But no matter how bad his kids were at the beginning of the season, they always came in first at the end.  I couldn’t wait to be a part of his team and be made into a champion.

From the start, his techniques were a bit unusual.  First of all, we didn’t practice at one of the usual baseball fields where every other Little League team held its practices.  Coach told us to meet in a forest preserve, away from all the other teams, parents, and distractions.  In fact, we didn’t even practice on a regular baseball field; we used an open plain in the middle of the woods.  Second, Coach made us run; I had never been asked to run by my baseball coach before—this was very strange.  After we ran, third, coach had cookies waiting for us when we returned.  Again, I had never had a coach that gave us cookies.  Every practice that year was the same: woods, running, cookies.

Early in the season, Coach asked me what position I wanted to play.  With all the testosterone that a 65 pound kid could muster, I responded, “catcher.”  His eyebrows shrunk over his eyes and he pursed his lips in thought.  Playing catcher was a big responsibility and a lot of hard work.  Usually the big guys played catcher.  In fact, the Indians already had an All Star catcher named Travis, who was built like a tank.  Travis’ neck was as wide as his head and his chest was like a barrel.

“But we have a great catcher already,” Coach responded.  I hung my head in disappointment.  Seeing my reaction, he added, “Why don’t you go practice with him and let him show you how it’s done.”

I was so excited; he was giving me a chance.  I started practicing with Travis and before long, Coach had me catching for the team during our games.

Our team went on to get first place that year and several of us made the All Star Team at the end of the year.  And, oh yeah, I was the catcher.

There are a few lessons that I’ve learned from Coach Jones.  The main lesson is to believe in others, to see potential in 65 pound weaklings, even when they do not believe in themselves.

When Jesus was a rabbi, the usual custom was for the students to select the rabbi they wanted to study under.  A student would select a rabbi like Gamaliel, for instance, and ask to become his follower.  The rabbis, in turn, drafted the best students they could, those who would make them proud and add to their popularity.

But Jesus did things completely different.  He was the winning Coach who chose his players first, even the most unlikely.  Jesus didn’t choose the finest students; he chose the failing fishermen, who lived as lower middleclass citizens, just trying to get by.

He believed in them more than they believed in themselves.  When he looked into their hearts, he saw kingdoms and miracles and revolutions, not just fishermen.  He chose the ones who everyone else passed over, seeking them before they had a chance to do anything else with their lives.

This means that we are always in danger of being drafted by Jesus.  He doesn’t wait around for us to get our spiritual act together and come knocking on his door.  He comes to us at the most inconvenient of times, even in the middle of “life,” and says, “Drop your net at follow me!” (Matthew 4:21).

His standards are incredibly low, too.  He’ll take murderers, thieves, prostitutes, con artists, crazy men and women, kids, blue-collar, no-collar, low dollar, the guilty, the caught, the crying, prisoners, peasants, foul-mouthed, mute, crippled, blind, diseased, outcast, foreign, fatherless, OCD, lazy, heck, he’ll even take you if you’re dead.[1]

These are the kinds of people whose lives he interrupts, asking them to follow him.  If you wonder if you made his list, just know that he starts at the bottom of it; and he catches all kinds of people for himself.

© Samuel Kee, 2011


[1] I could back up each of these with a Scripture reference!